Implosion

Can I cry of patience,
and wait for tears (again).
Can I lose hope for lack of speed
and speed towards loss (again).
Can I feel for one
and want to feel more (again).
Will she awaken before I go to sleep
or I stay up whilst she's in bed (again).

Can I evade stubbornness
and obstinately evade.

Can I be and she like me
holding on (again).

Kiss her, you fool.