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Weird mood this morning. Not very fitting for work. But then are you even supposed to have moods on the job?

I have no idea exactly why yesterday evening's messenger talk is still buzzing in my brain. Although the content was quite intense, somehow that is not related to its stickyness. Perhaps this is just not the sort of thing you talk about over messenger. Perhaps I want to simply look Mien in the eye (I enjoy physically seeing her - and that would also be the case if she were dead-ugly)

Anyway (will have to try and figure it all out, but I can't do that this fast), a short post to let you know there's another read at my space.

Facts to remember:
* The plan for Prague is actually coming together. I'll probably be going next weekend!
* Meditation is an interesting option. I'll keep it open for now.
* Ruben is very smart, but he's going to be ok.
* Vanessa was simply charming yesterday (and in the short mail preceding it).
* Lore is a little bit back into my life (sent her a confusing message though - was a little bit thrown back by the messenger conversation mentioned above)
* Yes, my way of life (ours, really) is dangerous. But I still feel that it hasn't gotten any more dangerous recently. I care more about what really matters (Ilse's slowly improving memory) and less about me ending up sorry. Only half a year ago, I had the 'there has to be more than this'-feeling. Now, at least I know what more there is (and thank god there is), and we're actively looking for it, without heading for a 'there used to be more than this'. Yes, dangerous indeed. It requires the highest amount of trust and constant conversation, but hey, aren't those two feats of romantic love? Add in the passion that we are rediscovering, and you get a love everybody should envy.